I 've read your passage veveryday (everyday) in the News Paper. May I ask you something about my silly suitation (situation)
I have broke up with my ex (we were in love for 4 years) for a year and I still can't forget him. What I can do is to control my feeling about him, I mean
not to think about him cause he has a new girl firend (friend) now.
Last year, we planned to get marry and we went to look for a house for us every week. We nearly singned (signed) our name to buy a flat that he loved. He invited me to meet his family and friends more and people knew that we were getting married. And I felt our relationship was very stable and he is a good man I want to be his wife.
When the time I felt my life was perfect, he suddendly (suddenly) did not want to buy a hse (house) and asked me to rent a hse (house) rather than to own one. I was so upset and he knew that is my wish all these years. He said he found he was changed that he did not love me as before. One day, he asked me to look for another flat in his district ( But I did not like that district) and I was not willing to. After that he did not call me for two days untill (until) I called him. He wanted to break up and he had feeling toward another girl, he said.
I called him one month later and he has a new girlfriend. That made me shocked and sad all the time. This year, he asked me out to celabrated (celebrate) my b-day (birthday). He gave me a card and said sorry again and said I am always his important "friend" in his life. I had a dinner with him, he is still the one who concerns me and I found that I still want him. I love him more and I forgive what he had done to me.
What I can do is control myself not to e-mail him all the time from last year. Or let him know I am still love him or wait for him cause I know he has girlfriend already.
I had seen a forture (fortune)-teller and he said my ex will break up with his g-friend (girlfriend) and come back to me after a year. It 's going to be one year. Be honest, I still love him. He is a good man to me and take very good care to me before.
What should I do? Keep controlling myself? Send him e-mail and let him know what I want?
Thank you very much!
Dear Miss Silly︰